Early Marriage

Assalamualaikum,
Bismillah,


So, my mom always (sometimes) discuss with us about early marriage,. just now, when we are all in our car on the way to cfs, we have talk about marriage. It was kinda shock me cuz she really dont mind if I want to marry young. She's really dont mind. Its a sunnah.. it can prevent zina and fitnah. ''If someone wants you, why not just nikah~'' haha, my mom said this..

A few days ago, my senior got married, both 20 yrs old.. damn young for me.. ^_^ batchmate pulak tu. so sweet .. Alhamdulillah. when I watched their pictures .wahhh. I feel like I wanna be like them .. So mature , they dont look young at all.

But kena ingat semua tu perlu Ilmu, bukan benda main2. seriously.
Our amalan, ibadah, solat semua tu kena elok dulu.. I just wanna cry !
even subuh pun kadang x terjaga..
Aku perlu baiki ini semua.. jaga solat ku, tahajjud ku, tilawah ku :'(

Study hard and smart ! take care of yourself, mind your manner, be a good muslimah and daughter and many more. I just wanna be like them.

am suddenly remembered this , my mom said - 'bring him la kakak .. I would like to meet him.'
'he's actually my friend , idk..maybe a close friend ? but~ yea I try to 'jaga ikhtilat' among us ^_^
I dont have any relationship with him,
I dont want to involve to any relationship like couple or whatever,
I just want to keep my love only for my husband..
'Pemilik Cintaku Setelah Allah dan Rasul', Fatimah Syarha's book. ;) Bagus buku ni.

Im not 'menggatal' tau.. haha. Just for preparations...
Maybe 2 or 3 yrs from now ? haha who knows!


Ameeeeen :P

cfs IIUM

Assalamualaikum ,
Bismillah.

So Im now studying in Centre for Foundation Studies, International Islamic University Malaysia~
chehhh..
Selama satu tahun, kawan2 yang lain ada dapat satu setengah or dua tahun, berdasarkan placement test pada awal kemasukan kami kat sini.

1 year duration of study, it must be tough..  sekarang pun dah hampir sebulan aku di sini dah rasa stress dengan project dan presentation.
plus, kat sini lecture 100% in english, discussion semua in english..
classmates semua berhabuk speaking, dan aku di situ diam je macam tikus.. jadilah aku budak yang sedikit pendiam berbanding kat sekolah dulu-banyak cakap n tanya soalan..
menulis n membaca mungkin lebih mudah berbanding speaking -lack of practice and confidence..

Ku cerita masalah ni dekat umi sambil bergenang air mata.. diorang terer sangat, rasa down sangat..sampaikan kakak nak tanya2 soalan n discuss pun susah :'(
umi cakap takpe.. lama2 mesti ok punyya..practice je dengan kawan2.. (n byk lagi pujukan lain yang memujuk diri) :)

hehe kemahiran bercakap ku sedikit kurang.. yang lain semua okay,insyaAllah - tulis essay, sebab dah selalu practice masa spm dulu >.<

Tapi aku tekad, lepas ni aku mesti fasih speaking ! mestii.. perlu tingkatkan lagi keyakinan~
aku sedang menuntut ilmu sekarang, aku di alam universiti,bukan lagi sekolah..
perlu independent.. fiuuhh..
aku anggap ini jihad besar..
Aku perlu sentiasa ingatkan diri dengan impian dan cita2 aku, untuk menuntut ilmu setingginya, menjelajah banyak negara untuk mengambil pengajaran dan iktibar dari nya, menuntut ilmu di negara orang :D
jadi contoh pada adik2, jadi seorang yang pakar dalam satu2 bidang, dan jadi orang yang berguna untuk masyarakat.. jadi anak yang baik, hamba yang diredhai..



I will do my best here,in cfs
and will not forget my dreams since primary school~ to study oversea...to speak english fluently. soon, my dreams will come true.. InsyaAllah !

Allah is always with us, helping us, guiding us..
be hopefull and always do our best :')

#8RAMADHAN ^^v  :* <3

'Keluar'

Assalamualaikum
Bismillah

tika aku menulis ni, hati sedih ..air mata meleleh tanpa sedar.

Aku juga berdosa.. manusia sangat pendosa..
Siapalah aku untuk menegur..
Adakah kesempurnaan perlu untuk mengajak kebaikan?
Kalau begitu , tiadalah siapa di dunia untuk mengajak kebaikan.

Tidakkah kita sedar hidup ini sementara saja ?
tidakkah nanti kita merasa rugi,
padahal hidup didunia ini puratanya 60 tahun saja ? tetapi 'disana' beribu2 tahun.. yang umpama seharinya bagai seribu tahun ?
Kehidupan abadi itu disana.. mahukah kita menyesal di akhirat nnti .. 'sepatutnya aku bersabar seketika, rupanya aku didunia tidak lama.'

Kita ini ciptaan terbaik , mempunyai akal dan fikiran. KITA INI KHALIFAH .

'Keluar' lah mencari Allah sang Pencipta
sampai kan kebaikan islam walau sepatah, kerana itu anjuran Rasulullah saw.

saya juga ingatkan diri, bahawa dunia ini sudah akhir zaman..

Jom, mari sama2 memberi sesuatu kepada agama., dan menjadi ummat islam yang baik !

InsyaAllah..Wallahualam..
Assalamualaikum ^,^

Comeback, Hello ! Im a teacher.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim ..

there's quite a long time that I have not post anything.. before spm, until now.(dah nak masuk U).haha

I've worked at 3 different places.while waiting for my spm and upu result. all need interaction with kids.. ;)
1. Al Amin Transit.gombak.. I quit after a half month ..
2. Al Amin Transit.Kl.. also same. cuz I continue my study. I took English proficiency class.
3. Now.. as a temporary standard one english teacher ... wakakaka

Its fun. but also tiring and stressfull ..
Imagine ,, handling standard one student .. macam2 karenah and kepala..
huh .. even to keep them quiet and sit on their place take a long time..kau boleh pecah anak tekak toqq..

budak2.. there must be one or two students that really uncontrollable (blh sakit jiwa) ..
so how.., praise them nicely -.-
I also dunno.. but most of the time when I enter the class, they will shout 'yeayy teacher englishhh!!' :3
no matter how loud you shout to keep them quiet , they still make the class like a playground. if there any rezeki, tggu lah cikgu lain masuk kelas kite, then marah.. suruh dorg diam. chehh, elok plak dorg senyap...

and pernah one day.. a teacher came, what I see all around, students really afraid of her, and keep quiet during her class (perggh).. at that time, my class really huru hara.. I cannot handle, they were shouting and playing like Im not there. tiba2 the teacher masuk and shout asked them to keep quiet , the class suddenly 'krikk krikk' .. and few students 've been called by her.

minutes later , the students came back and went near me and say 'teacher, kami mintak maaf sebab jerit2 dan tak hormat teacher, kami janji tak buat lagi' .. haha cute. heh, lepas tu buat balik. ahh bia la mereka tak tahu apa ^_^ , kecik lagi


huh, many things I've learned.. being a teacher also can make me prepare, for the tiring and stressfull situation that I will face in the future.

do pray for me ^_^ :*
Im going to be a university student soon ! muahh..