Thursday 2 October 2014

Semester 1

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah..

Hey .. this time agak panjang..

So yea~
the first semester going to end soon,.
We all had our last group photossss for our laaast class for each subject..

quite sad to end this semester, the lecturers, my dearest classmates, and the bond we have..
But I believe, the bond and friendship of us will never end,

Honestly, they are the best classmates I have ever had in my entire life living for 18 yrs :P melebih pulak aku..
I just cant describe it one by one. Semua perangai gila katak and sekepala..
what I could say is, It is not same as school ..

here, we have night classes, projects - the serious one, we manage a talk, donation and many more.. we nangis, gelak and stress sama2 .. luls~ we rarely do this back in school isn't.. or maybe I'm the only one ? haha I dont know :)
But I really appreciate it

Even sometimes I feel down,.. My friends are there.. especially these 2 girls who always motivate me. that 2 girls who always know what I feel, haha selalu lunch sama2.. >.< if u guys are here reading this, ya kno wha' ? I love yahh~
Ahhah~ that moment when I feel deadly down - it was the performance of Informative Speech, she said this.. ''hey, relax la,.. I ain't even give a f ' for the speech'' something liddat~

why u care much about the marks ? atleast u know u have did ya best.. nothing is matter. yea, aku mula terima hakikat.
after the class habis, we lepak2 kejap kat luar, kat parking lot..memang mencemarkan pandangan orang lalu lalang.. lama jugak laa..
talking nonsense and still berbincang why we always feel x tenang n susah je doing something..ha.. mesti ada sebab.,and about things to do and not, such as,.. u kena jaga solat, jangan solat lewat2, nanti Allah payahkan urusan kite.. haa ada baiknya jugak dalam kegilaan nya

memang betul pun .
 urusan kita jadi susah bila kita tak menjaga urusan kita dengan Allah. Hati tu rasa semacam.

Ok back to le topic..

I have 2 papers to go for my final exam, it is on 9th n 10th Oct.. do pray for me ^.^v

And! I've been thinking about what to do for the upcoming semester break ..
one of them,, which I have started it already :D --> To Watch Harry Potter Movies back-to-back from the first season. reput laaa aku.. hahaha for now, season 1 done..
akan bersambung.. can't wait !

Ok that's all
Goodluck for me !

Thank you ! :*









Thursday 18 September 2014

Apakah hari ini ?? Takdir ? Allah mahu mengajar aku sesuatu

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah..

nak menyumpah boleh harini ? :P

Sumpah laa ada beza kalau kita solat / menjaga waktu.. ada bezanya awal dan lambat kita solat.. especially solat subuh..
kau jaga solat2 kau.. mudah urusan2 kau.. percaya do! rasa masa banyaaak je.. macam lebih 24 jam sehari :) kau rasa tenang, kau tak rasa guilty selalu.. kalau kita solat subuh lambat especially, rasa berdosa satu harii.. ergghh

lagi satu sumpah,

Sumpah laa kehidupan belajar sangat tough dan memerlukan kita meletakkan pengharapan yang super tinggi kat Allah swt .. The Only One.. Nangessss :'(


wehh and another thing..

Seriously !! Result is almost nothing, The thing is our effort ..
Hah ? Dah buat yang terbaik ? wallahualam..
*aku rasa aku belum buat yang terbaikk <-- because I dont really like the subjects for this sem* So Im pretty damn sure I have not do my best yet for this sem.. omg. -_-


next sem and sem2 seterusnya,.. I wanna try and do my very best..hihi
dah taknak dah miss2 kelas or lambat2 gi kelas... Im sick of it.. Seriously I hate it..


Aku pelajar..
kalau la aku mati dalam kesungguhan menuntut ilmu, mungkin aku syahid..Allahu..

Aku nak belajar.. nak belajar elok2, lillahitaala..

aim jangka pendek aku sekarang nk belajar elok2 untuk layakkan aku dapat biasiswa for degree nanti.. or nk belajar kat turkiy.. hihi.. ntah hape2 je an angan2 aku?

tapi xpe, biar lah .. tak cepat pun, Allah akan bagi jugak someday..

Saturday 13 September 2014

WOW!!

Assalamualaikum..
Bismillah..

Serious  tak tahu nak tulis apa.. but.. yea I really wanna say something..

Just want to say..Aku punya tanggungjawab! yeahh.. tanggungjawab menjadi contoh yang baik..especially for my younger siblings! Menjadi orang yang baik , orang yang berguna !

lepas tu jadi contoh yang baik pada masyarakat..
lepas tu belajar tinggi tinggi..
lepastu jadi pakar dalam sesuatu bidang..
LEPASTU !! jadi rujukan kepakaran dalam sesuatu bidang! yeah ;'D

Rugila kita kalau hidup hanya untuk bernafas dan cari makan..kan..
monyet juga keluar bekerja mencari makanan.. wakaka.. Just if you know what I mean. >.<
ntah lahh.. faham2 kan lah sendiri

 Contribute something! INSYAALLAH~

Nak jadi Philosopher kan ?!

I will do my very best, no matter what ^.^

Bukan 4 Flat yang dikejar,
tapi tak bermaksud untuk ku tersasar..
*found this quote somewhere*

Jyeah.. pray for me ;)

Sunday 24 August 2014

Early Marriage

Assalamualaikum,
Bismillah,


So, my mom always (sometimes) discuss with us about early marriage,. just now, when we are all in our car on the way to cfs, we have talk about marriage. It was kinda shock me cuz she really dont mind if I want to marry young. She's really dont mind. Its a sunnah.. it can prevent zina and fitnah. ''If someone wants you, why not just nikah~'' haha, my mom said this..

A few days ago, my senior got married, both 20 yrs old.. damn young for me.. ^_^ batchmate pulak tu. so sweet .. Alhamdulillah. when I watched their pictures .wahhh. I feel like I wanna be like them .. So mature , they dont look young at all.

But kena ingat semua tu perlu Ilmu, bukan benda main2. seriously.
Our amalan, ibadah, solat semua tu kena elok dulu.. I just wanna cry !
even subuh pun kadang x terjaga..
Aku perlu baiki ini semua.. jaga solat ku, tahajjud ku, tilawah ku :'(

Study hard and smart ! take care of yourself, mind your manner, be a good muslimah and daughter and many more. I just wanna be like them.

am suddenly remembered this , my mom said - 'bring him la kakak .. I would like to meet him.'
'he's actually my friend , idk..maybe a close friend ? but~ yea I try to 'jaga ikhtilat' among us ^_^
I dont have any relationship with him,
I dont want to involve to any relationship like couple or whatever,
I just want to keep my love only for my husband..
'Pemilik Cintaku Setelah Allah dan Rasul', Fatimah Syarha's book. ;) Bagus buku ni.

Im not 'menggatal' tau.. haha. Just for preparations...
Maybe 2 or 3 yrs from now ? haha who knows!


Ameeeeen :P